Throughout life we all go through different journeys,
seasons or phases. Some short some long, some easy some hard. Sometimes it may
seem as if we are just stuck in a never-ending cycle. As if we are going
nowhere fast. We don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel, or lose sight of
the goal or end result. Similar to the movie Groundhog day starring Bill
Murray.
In the movie Groundhog Day, Phil (Bill Murray) is a
weatherman who to his dismay is assigned to cover “Groundhog Day” for the fourth
year in a row. At the end of the day he goes to bed wakes up the next morning
and he ends up reliving the same day (Groundhog Day) over, and over
again. With no end in sight, Phil struggles to find a way to escape his
seemingly hopeless situation.
Many of us face similar situations. Not
in the literal sense of reliving the same exact day but figuratively. We may be
at a job we aren’t particularly fond of and do the same routine mundane work,
day in and day out in which we are growing tired of. We may have an ailment or
sickness that never really goes away, always sticks around and we are just
tired of dealing with it. There may be a prayer we’ve been praying, wanting a
miracle to occur yet it hasn’t so we are growing weary, tired of having nothing
to show for it. We may be tired of not finding that right person, tired of not
finding the right job, tired of not finding any job, tired of being sick, tired
of studying but not learning the material, just tired of whatever situation we
may be in.
As tired and exhausted or fatigued we
may feel we must not give up. We can’t lose our passion, we can’t quit, we must
continue to wait upon the Lord and hope in him. “28 Do you not know? Have you
not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the
earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can
fathom. 29 He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; 31 but
those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings
like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.”Isaiah40:28-31. With God victory is around the corner. With God all things are
possible. With God your new job, your healing, your answered prayer, your
miracle is but an instance away. God promises he will renew our strength. We
can run and not be weary, walk and not be faint. We wont have to go through
life, defeated, run down, stressed and depressed by our circumstances. We will
soar through life on wings like eagles, overcoming all obstacles, roadblocks,
hurdles and barriers, defeating all enemies and accomplishing our God-given
goals and dreams. We are the head and not the tail, we are above and not
beneath, we are conquerors through Jesus Christ.
Like a staff, we can lean on the Lord
as we journey uphill. Trust in him at all times, the staff will bear as much
weight as needed.
So it’s the first week of classes and I move back in to my dorm on Monday. I still had some unpacking to do, but I wanted to get organized first and print out all my syllabi from my classes as well as my class schedule. So I open up my computer and begin to login in to my email. As I begin to login I reach for my cup of water and somehow and the cup slipped out of my hands and onto my computer.
I was calm. I just got a towel and quickly dried the water from my computer. My computer was fine, everything was working properly, no problems. As I am continuing to dry the water from my computer all of a sudden it just turns off. I’m like ok, let me just try to turn it back on. I press the power button and it comes on for 5 seconds and then it turns off again. I do this 10 more times and the same result keeps happening. Every time I try to turn it back I slowly began to panic more and more. All of these thoughts rush into my head: Omg! I need my computer for class! Lord, please no! I don’t want to have to go the library! In Jesus name, in Jesus name! Of course this would happen the day before classes start! I just bought this computer! I don’t have money to get a new one or even time to get it fixed! Why did I have to be drinking water while using my computer! Millions of thoughts rush into my head. I am on the verge of tears.
I begin to pick up the phone to call my dad and then I stop myself. I said, you know what, no, I am not going to panic. I am not going to call my dad and start crying, I am going to have faith. I am not going to lose my faith that easy, I am going to trust in God and increase my faith. I began praying and I quoted Mark 11:24 “Therefore I say unto you, whatever things you ask when you pray ,believe you receive them and you will have them.” I just kept repeating that and saying that I will not doubt and that nothing is too hard for God. Then, I remembered the verse Christian quoted at the YARCS meeting about how God is not a man that he should lie. I kept saying that as well. I was just like, Lord it is your hands, in your timing. I am going to let go of trying to fix it myself and I am going to wait on the Lord. It will be in his time.
So after praying and increasing my faith, I decided to just leave my computer alone and finish unpacking my stuff. As I am unpacking, every now and then thoughts of doubt entered my mind, but I shut those down with the verses. An hour passes by and my computer is still not turning on. My friend comes over and we began talking and I tell her about what happened. I go over to show her and I press the power button and ….. my computer comes on! The relief I felt and the praise that I began to give God was like no other. Letting go and letting God work in his time is something that is very hard for me to do, but I think this experience proved to me that God is faithful and if we just have unwavering faith and we wait for him to work, he will work things out. Having the faith that God will be able to work a situation out is one thing, but waiting on God and continuing to have that faith is another.
“Trust
in theLordwith all thine heart; and lean not
unto thin own understanding.In all
thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.” - Proverbs
3:5-6
Many of people know this proverbs verse by heart, or have
heard some version of it before. Fittingly, I have held onto these words at
various stages in my life and walk with God.Coincidently, seeing that I used the same proverbs reference as my High
School Senior yearbook quote, it makes sense that it is one of the first verses
to come to the forefront of my mind even today.
Going through the different situations that
we often face in our lives, it is sometimes difficult to stay focused on God
and not fall into the temptation of “lean(ing) unto our own understanding”.
Personally, I have struggled in the past whenever it came to
truly forsaking “my understanding”, my own desires and wishes. Instead, I would
find myself in situations and certain circumstances that could have easily been
avoided had I followed God’s straight and paved road, instead of my own faulty
and makeshift path.
I was not acknowledging God as the keeper of my soul and
allowing him to work, lead or direct my life. As a result, many doors were
closed due to my disobedience. There were periods when I was frustrated with my
profession and I found myself unable to pray to God for deliverance or
guidance. Frustration would soon morph into moments of depression, and anger. I
became an unapproachable, bitter individual who was difficult to speak to and
rejected the help that was often an arms reach away.
Doing things my own way only hindered me from growing as an
individual and in turn caused me to be ostracized from the people who loved and
cared about me. And yet, although it was not deserved, I always had people who
stood in the gap on my behalf, who interceded and prayed for me continually and
without ceasing.
It took me years to learn that in order to advance or
overcome any obstacle, that it was imperative that I learn humility. In order
for me to grow, I needed to seek after and accept guidance. Once I changed my
mind’s orientation and attitude, and adopted a more humble persona, I literally
positioned myself to be blessed. My job and living situation changed for the
better. I became a more positive and optimistic person, and it even showed in
my outward countenance.
“The
steps of a good man are ordered by theLord: and he delighted in his way.Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down: for the Lordupholdeth him
with his hand.” -
Proverbs 37:23-24
Regardless of my disobedience, God still continued to keep
me. It amazes me to think of how undeserving we all are of grace and second
chances, and yet they are freely given by our heavenly father. Independent of
my attitude or unwillingness to trust in God totally, he still had my
back.I found myself realizing that a
total change was necessary and I submitted myself to God’s will and way. I
desired for my faith to be rekindled and my life to be purposeful.
“[b]ut whoever
drinks the water I give them will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give them
will become in them a spring of waterwelling
up to eternal life.” - John 4:14
When I think of
God’s grace and unwavering love, I can’t help but smile. Thinking back to where
I’ve been and where I am now, it is evident that God’s path for my life is
golden. To him I owe him my all.
“For by
grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of
God:Not of
works, lest any man should boast.For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto
good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.” - Ephesian
2:8-10
“This book of the law
shall not depart out of thy mouth; but thou shalt mediate therein day and
night, that thou mayest observe to do according to all that is written therein:
for then thou shalt make thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have good
success.” Joshua 1:8
This is my 1st post for 2014 and I have a
confession. I did NOT read the entire bible last year. I read a good portion
more than I ever read before, but I did not finish the entire bible. To my
fellow bloggers I am sorry for not holding up my commitment. Starting this blog
in 2014 I was slightly disheartened because I had not made it through the
entire bible last year. However, God revealed to me that it was okay. In fact
he actually showed me a way to read his word and learn from it. By picking a
theme, reading verses related to that topic, and meditating on those scriptures
throughout the day.This way of reading
the bible allows us to focus on the meaning of the scriptures rather than
trying to read through long portions without understanding . I encourage
everyone reading to try this simple method of bible reading this year. Choose a
topic each day find scriptures related to those topics, mediate and apply those
scriptures to your life.
For me this week the topic is LOVE. As you may have read I
got engaged last year to fellow blogger Ron and we have begun the interesting
journey of pre martial counselling. This week’s counselling required us to read
19 scriptures related to love and write the meaning of those scriptures among
numerous tasks. These scriptures related to God’s love and how God wants us to
love one another.I had previously read
the scriptures but never took the time to look at the meaning behind the
scriptures. This assignment forced me to look at the meaning and what I
discovered was mind blowing. God requires us to LOVE EVERYONE. I know we say
this, but to actually do it is something else. Think about it if someone were
to attack one of your family members would you love your families’ attacker?
When someone does something wrong to you do you love that person? God commands
us to LOVE everyone no matter who they are or what they have done. Below are a
few of the scriptures that I read this week.
John 13:34 A new commandment I give to you, That ye have
love one to another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another.
Luke 6:27-36 But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies,
do good to them which hate you,
28. Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which
despitefully use you.
29. And unto them that smiteth thee on the one cheek offer
also the other; and him that taketh away thy cloak forbid not to take thy coat
also.
31. And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to
them likewise.
Luke 10 tells the story of the good Samaritan who helps a
stranger who was robbed , beaten and left for dead. The Good Samaritan not only
takes care of the injured man but he makes sure the man’s needs are taken care
of for a long time. If you saw someone hurt would you pay for all of their hospital
bills, put them in a hotel and pay for him to be taken care of? This story shows
that loving people is not always convenient.Sometimes love requires us to go completely out of our way to take care
of someone you do not know.
Reading the scriptures about God’s love left a lasting
impression on me. All week long I have been reminding myself to love those
around me. When someone makes me mad at work do I still love this person or do
I let my attitude get the best of me? I encourage you all to keep God’s
perspective of Love in your life.
I would like to
first start off by thanking everyone who has contributed to the growth and
progress of this blog from the bloggers, guest bloggers, those who visit this
blog, those who have "liked" the Facebook page, those who follow us
on Instagram and Twitter, those who have applied our blog posts to your lives,
and those who have passed the word along. We are extremely thankful and
grateful for you!!! Thank you and continue to pray for us as we tackle on
another year of pursuing the word of Christ -- it's not easy but we are all
living testimonies that it is more than WORTH IT.
This week I feel
like it is more than appropriate to focus on "LETTING GO" especially with 2013 behind us and 2014 ahead of
us. We have 11 more months to make this year the BEST year yet! How can we
accomplish this??? We can start by changing our attitudes like Jael said, but also by LETTING
GO of any and everything that may have hindered us in 2013. The Bible makes
it clear that when we hold onto old things, we block our future blessings. When
I think of this topic I think of life as a drain. When we fail to remove old
things or when we refuse to let things go our water supply (fresh blessings)
cannot be easily accessed by us. They are temporarily on hold until we properly
address what issues/people/things are blocking our water supply (blessings).
I have already
claimed this year 2014 as the year of Peace and Prosperity and I'm expecting
God to do some great things not only for my family and me but also for everyone
who is connected to me. I'm claiming myself as a blessing magnet -- my prayers,
my touch, my presence, my spirit, my talents will place individuals in a
particular place to be blessed. I'm not sure how but I know that God will
handle the rest I just have to be willing to put in my work. In order for me to
expect so many great things from God I have to learn how to LET GO. I need to LET GO of things that I cannot change, I need to LET GO of things that I can change but
should not change, I need to LET GO
of things that are not beneficial to my life, I need to LET GO of things that are not perfectly aligned with my purpose
(including any slight distraction that can serve as a possible detour).
Damita Haddon - No Looking Back
So How Do We LET GO in 2014?
1. Forgiveness
•Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and
clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice. Be kind to one
another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you
(Ephesians 4:31-32)
•Probably the biggest obstacle that we have
in terms of receiving our blessings is that we expect God to move in our
lives when we struggle with forgiveness. Often times I thought
that forgiveness was about forgetting what someone/something did to me but
I was wrong which is why I probably delayed my blessings at one point.
Forgiveness is not forgetting, forgiveness is understanding. Forgiveness is
realizing the people are human and they make mistakes, but that everyone like
you and I deserve a little compassion. The Bible tells us to forgive as much as
77 x 7 (Matthew 18:21-22) which basically means to forgive without ceasing. We
can't expect God to bless us today if we're too stuck harboring the
mishaps of yesterday. Let's forgive as freely as Christ forgives.LET IT GO.
2. Acceptance
•Trust in the Lord with all your
heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge
him, and he will make straight your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6)
•Sometimes we have to accept things in life
just as they are. We are not God. We are simply trying to be more like him
everyday and in doing so we can't trust our human thinking (doing so won't get
us very far). When it comes to people who constantly abuse us, mistreat us, or
even use us sometimes we can't try to change people we must just accept people
for who they are. In accepting them we must make a conscious effort to hold
them up in prayer as well. That was something that I had to realize in
2013. There are so many times where I can replay a situation over in my head
and refuse not to accept the final outcome (whether it be a relationship, an
employment opportunity, or any situation) because it wasn't how I wanted it to
happen. Things don't always go as planned and I need to start realizing that it is what it is, but it's not over until God says it's over. As with any self-help program the first step
is acknowledging/accepting you have a problem. Acknowledge/Accept that
problem/issue/outcome. Move on.LET IT GO.
3. Knowing Your
Worth
•Not that I have already obtained this or am
already perfect, but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has
made me his own. Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But
one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies
ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in
Christ Jesus (Philippians 3:12-14)
•Just as a woman in general we often
times struggle with our self-worth. I see it all of the time especially through the media. I just wish every woman (men too) would understand how
valuable she is to the world and especially to God. For 2014 we have to start
to reinforce our valuableness to the world because believe it or not,
there are KINGS AND QUEENS in each and every one of us because we are
CHILDREN OF THE MOST HIGH. When we know our worth, people/things
cannot interfere with our purposes and they surely do not block our
blessings. We are all striving to be more like Christ and if we keep our goal
of being rewarded in Heaven in mind then we will not fall victim to situations
that block our blessings. Some people/things look great and possibly even
temporarily make us feel great, but that doesn't mean that they are valuable to
us. In terms of relationships, if their plans do not coincide with your plans
or somewhat align with your plans, then maybe they are not that valuable to us. Knowing your worth is knowing that you cannot entertain people who lack vision. Knowing your
worth is also knowing that you are far too special to God to harbor old
feelings about anyone/anything else. Greatness is in your Bloodline regardless
of who is and/or is not in your life (God is your father) -- remember that!LET IT GO.
4.Trusting God
•For I know the plans I have for you,
declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a
future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11)
•For 2014 let's start to trust God; not halfway, but 100%!!! Let's give God all of the glory and the honor. Let's trust his
plans for our lives and pave the way for our blessings to flow. God's plan for
your life will ALWAYS be far greater than any plan you originally planned for
yourself and that's a fact! I can remember old relationships/friendships/people
who came into my life and left. I remember being angry, sad, depressed, and
even hardened at the fact that many of them left. During those dark times
I clearly wasn't trusting God because I was so stuck in my feelings. If I knew
back then what I know now, I would have handled those situations so much better
-- I would have been smiling from ear to ear like I am now lol. Sometimes you
have to look at situations from God's perspective. If something did not work
out then maybe God had something better in store. If someone left you abruptly
then maybe God was protecting you from something. If someone is causing you
heartache and pain then just maybe God is preparing your heart for a greater
love. Those moments where you lose all communication and contact (I'm talking about no interaction through social media, no bumping into them on the street, and no contact information for whatever reason) are completely cut-off are probably for your benefit. When things like this happen, God is usually giving you time to strengthen your faith to allow you to properly walk away from situations that no longer serve you any purpose.Sometimes the greatest thing that God can do for you is to remove someone/something from your life. Sometimes we just have to take that leap of faith and trust God with
our hearts. Before you try to take matters into your own hands, try to trust
God.LET IT GO.
5. Think Positive
About the Future
•“Remember not the former things, nor
consider the things of old. Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth,
do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the
desert (Isaiah 43:18-19)
•In order to reap the blessings of the
seeds that we sow we have to start speaking things into existence. It may
seem silly but it's not. It'll gradually build your faith in God and if it's
God's will then you'll walk in your purpose. Think about your future when
you're in certain situations that leave you bitter, heartbroken and/or
confused. There will always be a light at the end of the tunnel. God doesn't
want us to focus on old things or the things that hold us back. Believe that
when things don't work out the way we see fit, that God is preparing our
future. Just as the saying says, "This is Just a
Setback Preparing Me For My Come Up." Speak positively over your
future regardless of how your situation looks -- there is power in your tongue.LET IT GO.
This week let's
start LETTING GO so that we can be fully prepared to receive our blessings!! I say this because I was reminded in bible study that when we come to God we are new creatures. That means that our slates are clean. God doesn't hold what we did yesterday against us. God doesn't hold what we did this morning against us. God doesn't hold what we did a second ago against us. That's not who he is. Doesn't it make sense for us to adopt his attitude and forgive and to LET GO. We deserve to live a life that isn't chained to the weight of the world. We deserve to live this kind of life because we have God on our sides. I encourage you to LET everything GO because we should not hold ourselves prisoners to a past that God has already pardoned us for. LET GO of the bitterness in your heart.
LET GO of the anger. LET GO of the frustration. LET GO of the doubt. LET GO of those who do not add value in
your life. LET GO of those who do
not share your vision or any positivity. We can start by:
1.Forgiving Others
2.Accepting Situations/People for who they are
3.Knowing your worth and not letting any
person/thing determine that
4.Trusting God with our situations because we
cannot do it alone
5.Thinking Positively about the future --
Learn from the past and watch God work!
Israel Houghton - Moving Forward
Prayer
Thank you
Heavenly Father for always being who you are and never giving up on us. Even
when we fall short you're still there. Thank you for your undying love. Today
Lord we ask that you give us a heart of peace that will transcend throughout
this year. You have already prepared the way before us and so we trust you to
deliver on your promises. We ask that you prepare our hearts. minds, and souls
to be ready for the blessings that you are about to bestow upon our lives,
because we are expecting abundantly and exceedingly above all that we can imagine.
In doing so, we are praying that you help us to let go. We want to let go of
yesterday and focus on what you have prepared for us tomorrow. Today Lord we
choose to forgive all who have hurt us. Today Lord we choose to accept people
and situations for who and what they are. Today we choose to know our worth and
refuse to let people determine it for us. Today we choose to trust you with all
of our situations because you can see the beginning and ending. And Lord today
we choose to speak positively over our prosperous futures of letting go!
Lastly, Lord we ask that you continue to guide us and lead us in our purpose.
We are excited about the future. Thank you for your unconditional love. We love
you. Amen.